You ever been defeated?
So many times
to the point where it depleted you?
Almost deleted you?
I guess i just lied to the reader.
Lied to myself as usual.
I’ve filed down my nails to the cuticles
so I no longer cut myself.
How is it, that i love everyone but myself?
Yet, I’m hurt by all
You heard me fall.
The screams, the yells.
Me begging for help.
Or maybe you didn’t notice the signs,
or you did,
you just weren’t focused on mine.
All caught up in life and its hopeless design
and all I could manage to get out were whispers.
Like a cat and its whiskers,
you helped me balance.
You hawked me down and trapped me in your talons.
Brought me to new heights
just to let me go?
well. Let me go..
You were the only one that could save me.