Seek And You Will Find (poem)

You never believed a thing I told you
Guess you felt it was a dream that sold you
Regardless of the fact I never did you wrong
Never believed in me and now you’re gone
At times it seemed
You would search for things to argue about
I was your fiend
The anger and disbelief had me foaming at the mouth
Months spent trying to prove my innocence
But you never invested an ounce of trust
So now we’re split like dividends
And to be honest, I don’t give a fuck…

Temptation (poem)

I wake up every morning looking into the face of my queen.
The most precious thing I’ve ever seen.
And it never gets old.
The filling to my hole.
She makes me whole.
Completely completes me.
Always receives me.
& never deceives me.
Don’t ever leave me.
I pray I remain unaffected by this plague
That takes the souls of most others.
Not a game but I’ve seen plenty get played
by their supposed lovers.
Opportunity constantly knocks at our front door.
Temptation has an illusion that seems like much more.
I ignore the naked women and their peasantry
cause I can’t stand for you to look in my face unpleasantly.
How could I trade the apple of my eye for the apple of Eden?
Pandora’s box is available to me at any season
But I won’t open it for any reason.
Refrain from treason..
This king sits upon his throne & refuses to be overthrown.

Bitches/Niggas Aint Shit (poem)

I have trust issues
Seen you with enough tissue
To be honest I hate this
We say bitches/niggas aint shit
Hoping someone comes along
Able to prove us wrong
But nothing changes at all
Pretty, unfamiliar faces
You still wait for the call
Look around at unfamiliar places.
nothing changed
But its not the same.
But they’re all the same
Love is a losing game
I’ll sit this one out.
Chances on my heart doesn’t seem realistic.
Shit could go south.
I’ve never experienced love. you make me feel different.
I’ll call it infatuation
This could be pent up anticipation
To experience what I don’t know.
But there is one thing I do..
Bitches are all hoes.
Maybe the exception is you.
But you’d have to show
Before I would know
She said:
Nigga how am I supposed to trust you?
Like every nigga aint shit but you?
You’ll probably fuck up too
In a few months have me screaming fuck you…
All cause I fucked you.
Let you inside me
my thoughts my head.
My dreams and my bed.
Give you a taste of my heart
And you’ll chew that shit up
Me and you will grow apart
You’ll act like I’m someone you never knew of?
But.. I won’t lie
There’s something about you
I see in your eyes
Maybe I found you
But who’s to say this is love?
Because I’m hooked like a drug
I’ll call it infatuation
This could be pent up anticipation
To experience what I don’t know.
But there is one thing I do..
Niggas are all dogs.
Maybe the exception is you.
But you’d have to show
Before I would know.

2:28am (poem)

This isn’t how its supposed to be.. Why are there still clothes on me. You’re here but you aren’t close to me. We’ve never been so distant. You say that I chose to leave. I remember it different. I’ve been thinking, its better to know. The feelings sink in and never let go. The heaviest of anchors. Best friends become strangers. I never sensed the danger and I can’t explain the anger built up inside. Now I get an unfamiliar vibe you make me feel less alive. I attempt to recollect a few memories and recall your tendencies but .. Now .. I just sense an enemy. Both eyes open but you can’t see my soul. I’ve lead a bit of a hard life, seen it can be cold. If I play my cards right, I’ll never have to fold. I can tell each time you bluff because I used to be the reason you blushed I gave you a reason to love.. These are just thoughts, I’ll never say them. My thoughts at 2:28am

A Rose With No Petals

Silence in the room
As tears run down the face of every individual
Not a single happy tune plays in a time so difficult
Nothing but sighs and sobs
We look for consolidation we might find in God

The years we’ve spent
The tears we’ve lent
The fears we’ve bent
The cheers we’ve sent
Are nothing more than memories.
But the love, the love is given endlessly